I went to visit my Brother Willy today. He has cancer and not much longer to live. I didn't know what to say when he started crying and told me that he was supposed to be in the prime of his life and he was scared to die. We are the same age, he is my step brother but has been like a twin to me since we were 5. My heart is breaking because I have no idea how to make things easier for him or how to tell him goodbye. I took his Duck jersey to my BF house and he dropped it off with a friend of his who had it signed by the player for him. He was so excited to get it back signed tonight, but then got really sad and I don't know how to process my feelings. I feel so bad for him and I love him and don't want him to die, but I also want his pain and suffering to end.
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