Stress, Stress & More Stress

Well lately I feel like I can't do anything right for anyone.  I have disappointed my kids, myself, Ron, my parents and probably my friends or at least most of them.  Sometimes I hate the fact that no matter what I do I can never seem to get ahead, I always make just enough progress that anytime something gets in the way I feel like I've taken 2 steps forward and 3 steps back.  I'm always trying to keep my head above water but lately I feel like I'm sinking fast.  I Love Ron with all my heart, but sometimes I feel like maybe he doesn't take me very seriously.  As I write this I am beyond tired, I have slept in almost 48 hours so I'm pretty emotional and kind of rummy.